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TO UNDERSTAND DEATH BY DYING. ___________________________________ ■ NAME : 課長D。
___________________________________ ■ SEX : ♂
___________________________________ ■ BIRTHDAY : 9月22日
___________________________________ ■ HEIGHT : 188cm
___________________________________ ■ WEIGHT: 155kg
___________________________________ ■ SCENT :【PLATINUM EGOÏSTE】
___________________________________ ■ FAVORITE :
Chrome Hearts
____________________________________ I like DIR EN GREY,
and I dislike pretty much everything else.




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Wednesday, October 26, 2011


'sup, I don't usually do this, but what the hell,
Jaechie is having a give a way, sooo I decided to join,
might win some stuff, I like winning, and stuff.
So that's why, just check the link for more info!
(Ps. I hope you won't enter, since that would decrease my rates ds.)

Monday, October 24, 2011



Pre-gig on the bus, trying to listen to DUM SPIRO SPERO to absorb as much as I can.
But Viivi can't be serious!!!1 She prefer the GazettE so obviously she doesn't understand music,
but I like her anyway~ <3

Today's the big day! I've been so stoked to see Britney live, and finally!
And there was a long ass line too!
And I saw some kids (presumably 17-18) that got so drunk they threw up BEFORE the gig!
Never seen shit like that before, but well, I'm in Finland.
So I guess it's just business as usual, and there was (as always) the self-appointed queuing police!
Or.. Cleaning this time. Walking around with trash bags and "YOUR MOM DOESNT WORK HERE THROW YOUR TRASH IN BAGS" lol.

Every gig needs somebody like that, some ~i'm the best fan~
Who gives a fuck? I don't throw my stuff on the ground, but there's always hobos picking up bottles,
and if I have some.. Dunno, wrapper I just put it in my pocket, so no need.
But I guess some people like to be "something special"


Big ass stamps, don't want any of those tumblr hoes to steal my shit you know.
My place when I first got inside, and my place after the first song!

The Helsinki gig had a better setlist than they had in London,
but the crowd was worse, and they didn't bring all their stuff.
I assume that they shipped everything to Russia (they played in Berlin the day before)
and just sent the most important things on a plane to Helsinki.

I also recorded a lot during this gig, since there was such a alm crowd.
Whoever was in charge of the lights should be shot in the face, no questions asked.
It was TERRIBLE, only blue/green/red lights going on and off, and very few moments with actual white lights, terrible.


The second INWARD SCREAM into HYDRA -666- !
One of the best songs during this show,
also available  in HD!


M1. 激しさと、この胸の中で絡み付いた灼熱の闇
M5. Agitated Screams of Maggots

M8. 「欲巣にDREAMBOX」あるいは成熟の理念と冷たい
M10. 鴉 -karasu-
M11. 蜜と唾

M13. HYDRA -666-
M15. 冷血なりせば
M16. 残

E1. ザクロ
E2. 朔-saku-
E3. 羅刹国

VANITAS (New Instrumental Mix)

And I manage to catch one of their "rare songs" that they played;

And one of their best songs ever made, from 2000's「MACRABRE」
Also available in HD

It was absolutely amazing to hear such old songs with the "new" sound of DIR EN GREY.

And after the show we had some post-show drinks and then we went home!

Made some badass burgers with tsirbula!

And we went to the amusement park~


And later we went to get some.. Soda! Because we would probably get thirsty during the evening!
AND, we saw that their really cheap TRAIN tickets to North Korea!
Maybe we should go sometime? I'd love to visit Best Korea,
and it's such a reasonable price if you go by train too! And you'll get there in no time!

And ofc I had to try some finnish burger chain, they had really nice burgers!
And my "Mega Burger" was actually pretty big! But I could probably eat two or maybe three of those.
But damn, they were gooooood. And Viivi had some weird ass burger, but it was also very good!

AND, some bullshit that bugged me, look at this CD.
WHO wants to buy it if the sticker is upside-down!? And it's not even straight!
I wish people would THINK before they do stuff.
And this bus stop bullshit, you can't sit down, but you're.. Kinda standing?
Leaning? What's the point of this? It takes just as much space do put a bench there as this "leaning-thingy". Makes no sense, please explain this faggotry.

And after two lovely weeks in Finland it was time to go home, which sucked. 
Fucking airplanes and shit. Baah, boring.

And my loot from the gigs!
The left side is from London, and the right one is from Helsinki!
I manage to catch Toshiya's beer bottle in both London and Helsinki!
I THINK Toshiya recognized me since he threw it towards me this time,
and somebody on Last.fm mentioned it too!
So that was pretty badass (the only signed thing I have is actually signed by Toshiya lol!)
And I manage to get TWO of Die's picks, even tho I was between Toshiya and 京.
So pretty nice stuff, still want a 薫 pick tho.


Saturday, October 8, 2011


-Part IV-

Lol, I'm really fast with the updating!!!

Ok, another badass thing about Finland; Glass bottles and manly 1litre cans!
That's some really manly shit.

Couldn't decided if I wanted straight or curly hair lol!
(Also; Official Lady Gaga Monster Ball Tour Tee!)

Had some lunch with some pretty girl I met!

I wish I was this good with the ladies, he's fucking pimp.
Look at those damn pants brah

Went to the Apple Store to check out some stuff and to teach her that Mac is the only way to go.

For crippled, old and fat people!

Tsirbula made me some dinner, om nom 

Stole this from Viivi lol! Or well, I took the pictures with my laptop,
gave them to her and stole them from her blog, so I guess they're technically mine LOL!

She got some free facial masks from.. Some place, and we decided to do a review
(Or well, she had to, but I didn't, but I'm a nice fucking guy so I did it too!)

And the thing I wanted to write wasn't appropriate in her blog,
but I don't have any rules in my blog. Since I am the Alpha and Omega, 
the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End and all that.

SO, what i think; The masks didn't do shit.
More than make my face moist lol!
But it was (judging by the packaging) something aimed towards younger girls,
and men have more rough skin so I guess that's why it didn't have any effect for me.
Viivi has her "real" review on her blog if you're interested in that!

(And as you can see I'm very badass, fuck the police)

I have no idea whom is in charge of the discrimination laws in Finland,
but this shit ain't fucking OK.
You can't be straight? What's wrong with straight people?
This is so fucking gay I don't even!

Champagne and manly whiskey for the manly man.
Thank you Elina for the drinks! Awfully kind of her.

Probably the best picture I took, hahaha

Spinning around and kicking out drinks in the club lol!
Jopo & Elina

Olli fucking hates this place.

Picture unrelated
Ok, a funny thing, when I blog I don't really know what to write.
It probably has something to do with my updates now seeming to be two months late LOL
But, and writing shit is what I do, but I still seem to have a hard time
making interesting entries.
Maybe I should write more bullshit, and not just explaining the obvious in pictures, 
hm.. Well, we'll see!

I also have some album reviews to do..! Now that's interesting.

Thursday, October 6, 2011


Good Night, Sweet Prince.

"Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." 

One of the greatest minds of our time has passed away, you will be forever missed.