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TO UNDERSTAND DEATH BY DYING. ___________________________________ ■ NAME : 課長D。
___________________________________ ■ SEX : ♂
___________________________________ ■ BIRTHDAY : 9月22日
___________________________________ ■ HEIGHT : 188cm
___________________________________ ■ WEIGHT: 155kg
___________________________________ ■ SCENT :【PLATINUM EGOÏSTE】
___________________________________ ■ FAVORITE :
Chrome Hearts
____________________________________ I like DIR EN GREY,
and I dislike pretty much everything else.




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Tuesday, May 29, 2012


I always seem to start my entries with pictures of food..

As you might know ICO and Shadow of the Colossus got a HD remake for the PS Triple a while ago, and I haven't actually played ICO before. So I decided to give it a try, not ~omg so amazing~ but still a damn good game. And I manage to clear it under four hours on my first playthrough!

I decided to get myself something nice, so I got myself a bracelet that I wanted..! I also need some new bling, and I think this one was really nice!

Apparently somebody else happen to have the same one...

AND, I also got this. I bought a ticket for the show in Helsinki as well, but they had realsed too many tickets than they actually had, so there was a lot of angry phone calls and I eventually got my money back (102€) and no fucking ticket, and the exchange rate had changed so I got less money back lol.

I got the ticket for Stockholm a week later through the pre-sale if you have American Express, which apparently worked with the Finish gig as well, good thing I got to know that after the release.
Not how I'm flashing my official MONSTER BALL TOUR T-shirt, lol.

#GRYSLYV Patrik's refrigerator, with all the ingredients for a healthy life style.

Lol, blurred peoples face since there was a lot of hurr durr going on, and I don't want them to be upset lol! Played some game, "pre-party game" or something like that. Anyway, it was Carin's birthday so me and P. decided to host it, since we're nice (and didn't really know what would be a proper gift haha)

Fuck, you got anxiety attacks just by looking into this room hahaha, this is how fabulous we live. And this isn't just one day, this is how ALL the days are. This is the true essence of "GRYSLYV".

Dundun pasta!

Tacos och vin med bästa tjejerna <3

I noticed that there was faces all over the train...!! And I also discovered one of the best new chips flavors! This is the best tastes since "50% less fat" from 2008. Grilaan Chëzz, bachlaan pödadis, Amrcn Bebepque & Chëzz X Chiri (That's how it's pronounced and written)

This is a picture of some serious business, but what it is, that's a secret..!

Oh yeah, I don't remember if I've mentioned it. But some of you might have noticed it anyway, if you're using istagram (one of my favorite apps) you can follow me there @VINUSHKA

Sunday, May 6, 2012


Pretty fast update, still in April.

I've been having food (obviously lol) to the left is some glorious "Sibylla", if you have that in your country you should really have some! My favorite fast food chain (if they're considered one lol, they make the food when you order anyway) and I decided to make some sushi for myself. None of that pussy ass 10 pieces, fucking 40-50 pieces for myself, as it should be.

And I FINALLY got my Adidas Firebird pants, so now I have a full suit, haha. Took me a few years, but it's finally complete. Feels good man, and the obvious reason why I got them to the right.

Some more cooking lol, some pasta sauce thing to the left I believe. I'm very avantgarde when it comes to my cooking, I always experiment and try new things, and I don't have any exact measurements, I just try shit and see what happens, haha. And I also made some tamagoyaki to the right (You know the egg in sushi) it's really good! It works to eat by itself too, or just as an omelette mixture. Unfortunate I don't have any of those fancy squared shaped pans, but a regular pan works as well.

Me wearing the very limited BatAAr T-shirt designed by Patrik ! Only 25 copies in white and 25 in black, if you want one maybe you could contact them and ask for one, they're about 11€ I believe.

Grave digger | Business as usual

Went to see some bands play at a local bar, hardcore gig, and had a few beers. 

Hearts Alive and I AM HUNGER

Hahaha, funniest thing, some super drunk old lady (Maybe ~45+ ?) got arrested. They asked her to leave the bar (for being too drunk, and it closed in half an hour so whatever) and she started fighting and they had to drag her out of the bar but she still was causing trouble so the bouncers had to hold her down and call the police lol! It was hilarious.

Lol some more food!

And a lot of people have been talking about that "new" and original movie called "The Hunger Games", casuals. 

Started to play Metal Gear Solid HD Collection! MGS3 is one of my all time favorite games, and I played through it maybe three time to get all the trophies, haha. Probably played through it about ten times on the original PS2 (which I own as well)

If you haven't noticed it before, when you check EVA's medical history you can see that she had breast enhancement surgery, haha.

Big Boss, the manliest of all men.

First and second play through, I manage to miss one of those kerotans and since there's no check list or anything you pretty much HAVE to play through the whole game again to get all of them, so the second time went a little faster.

Platinum! My 26th I believe.

I've also started watching ゲームセンターCX! This episode was about Street Fighter II, my first fighting game, got it maybe around '93/'94 and I've played it hundreds of hours. So I'm (obviously) a Street Fighter fan when it comes to fighting games. My own copy of the game to the right!

° What's your favorite fighting game?

The main reason why I like ゲームセンターCX is because of the host of the show 課長有野 (Kachou Arino, Chief Arino) and of course all the retro games he's playing, a lot of games that I haven't played and a lot of them that I have played. So for me as a "gamer" who has always been living together with video games it's really interesting. And that I seem to relate to much to Arino, even though he's a middle-aged Japanese man, hahaha. Here's just some examples of situations that I can relate to.

Oh yeah, I always played through Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty, it's my least favorite in the series actually, it's a great game, but not as good as the rest in the series. And you have to play through the game at least five times for platinum, no thanks lol!

Still have two entries about april I believe, they'll soon be up!

Thursday, May 3, 2012


Shit, haven't blogged for a while. I've been pretty busy actually..!

I also cut my hair, as you might see, or not, haha.

Been cutting some shit down like a real man.

There's also been "raunch", I don't really know how to describe it. But I guess the best way is to descirbe it as "It's always sunny in Philadelphia" except that we don't do crazy shit outdoors, we usually play video games instead. This is a picture of "the hobo's bed"

Some of Patrik's stuff that he has at home, he has most of his stuff at the rehearsal place.

And half of his impressing Dir en grey collection! Some VHS's like 「楓」 ~if trans・・・~ are still in the original plastic!

Probably a better look at my hair, guess who's the inspiration?!

Borrowed two HD collection games from Patrik, amazing games! And a made some sushi for myself.

Photos courtesy of Emelie Lager
That's a bit of the backdrop that I designed for BatAAr !

BatAAr had a gig in Stockholm together with Overworld (debut gig) and some other band, that.. I don't remember there name, haha. Anyhow, so we got up around 09 I think to start packing and head to Stockholm!

Felix (ba)

I did the make up, hair and roadie work. I also recorded the whole gig, so there will only be screen caps since I can't operate two cameras at the same time.

Simon (g) & Patrik (g)

And older backdrop, we went home after the gig and was back in Gotham around 05AM!
Here's a video about the whole trip, behind the scenes and the gig itself, enjoy!
Just hit CC to add subtitles!