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TO UNDERSTAND DEATH BY DYING. ___________________________________ ■ NAME : 課長D。
___________________________________ ■ SEX : ♂
___________________________________ ■ BIRTHDAY : 9月22日
___________________________________ ■ HEIGHT : 188cm
___________________________________ ■ WEIGHT: 155kg
___________________________________ ■ SCENT :【PLATINUM EGOÏSTE】
___________________________________ ■ FAVORITE :
Chrome Hearts
____________________________________ I like DIR EN GREY,
and I dislike pretty much everything else.




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Wednesday, June 27, 2012


After this entry I will almost be up to date..! I have mostly been working with BatAAr and some other shit, like garden work lol! I've also bought some cheap booze.

The weather has been nice though!

My friend Tobias turned 21 so we decided to drink more than enough, he drank the most and blacked out before we even went to the club. And we had the pre-party at another guys house, but we left him on the floor and hit the club around 11PM, haha, best friends ever. But it was a pleasant evening.

I also realized that I only take pictures of the same kind of food, so if you're reading my blog it appears that I only eat bacon, pizza, burgers and pasta lol.

I haven't actually played all the Resident Evil games before, so I decided to play the first game and I have to admit that I got a few heart attacks during my game play. And I decided to play as Jill. (Lock pick, more inventory space, she's hotter and because of Jill Sandwich). 

This was pretty OK for a first playthrough imo. The controls are so awkward, but I guess that adds to the horror atmosphere since you're more likely to run in a direction you didn't plan to lol. I ran in to a lot of shit like furniture and walls even thought I didn't plan to, since you press up to go forward in the direction of the characters face. 

So if your character is looking towards you, pressing up would make you go towards the screen (which today would be the same as pushing down on the D-pad). I hope my explanation wasn't too hard to understand, but if you've played games before the previous console generation you'll know what I'm talking about.

Me and Patrik watched the E3 together (or well, we keep contact during at least) and we wasn't amused by this year, not at all. Everything looked terrible, except for a few games. I'm looking forward to "The Last of Us" and "Watchdogs" but that's all. Sony wins baby. Microsoft is also the worst thing to happen to the video game industry.
Nothing says video games like watching television on your Xbox.

DAAAAMN, sure is video games in here! Look at those video games!

Stole report card from 4chan, but I agree on pretty much all topics. I didn't bother to write my own.
This was written before Nintendo, but Nintendo was terrible. Nintendo Land? Seriously.
And the Nintendo twitter/skype shit, I don't wanna cam with some random guy if I don't know where to go next, I go to fucking YouTube or google that shit, Jesus Christ Nintendo.

And in the middle of E3 I went to my cousins graduation and had a lot of food.

It was a nice graduation lol!

Patrik bought a USB-vinly player (Me, him and Linda split on the price) and I decided to pack my DUM SPIRO SPERO LP so we could rip it. Vinly still has the best sound quality by far, you can hear everything, but I don't want to over play my vinyl, and it's also a hassle to move it all the time so it's great that we can rip it and have it properly on the computer. 

We ripped UROBOROS as well, but it's much harder to rip vinly than regular CDs, since you have to do everything by yourself, and you have to try to put the volume as high as possible without the sound cracking, so there's a lot of trail and error, and when there's really silent parts you need to put up the volume to not make it skip recording that part etc. And you have to listen to the whole album since there's no way to speed it up, so it's a lot of work but the sound is amazing. 

You can hear every cymbal, you can even hear Kyo breathing, that's how good the sound quality is. it's almost too good, but it's amazing to be able to hear the songs in such detail. So if you can get your hands on a USB vinly player you should definitely get one!

BatAAr was going to have their first live streamed concert ever! So this was a very special event, and I think it's pretty cool that everybody could watch it all over the world, so we had two busy days ahead of us!

The control room and some video equipment, we worked with some really professional guys.

Sound check!

Day two, we probably worked around 10-12 hours/day to get everything done. And decided to wear something more comfy! (and have some wine lol, nice breakfast)

I was chilling out with a dog when I had the time off. Louise, me and Seb decided to do some vocal warm ups. Most of the vocal warm ups sounds really silly but it really helps you maintain your voice. It will hurt less and you'll be able to go on much longer, it's something all vocalists should do, silly or not.

The control room, the sound was GREAT!

And we're live! BatAAr will be releasing a few clips and eventually the whole stream.
Just click on the video below to watch them perform their song "REFRAIN FROM YOUR PORCELAIN" 
But the sound was great and we had a lot of great respons during the live stream!
I also did their hair but the clip is showing the last song so the hair is a bit messy haha.

SETLIST 2012.06.07
Live Streamed Concert, Top Floor Studios




The crew after the gig! Everybody was really happy and everything went great.
Can you spot me?!

Then it was time to leave and go back home. I heard some weird music and I looked out the window and saw this lol! And a little tip, if you're using a laptop, get a tray, it's easier to move your laptop and it won't get over heated. (You can have it in the bed etc). At least that's what I've done for a few years now haha.

And some work, I realized there was a hole in my boot. But it was a bit too late..

I also saw "family parking spaces" for the first time, at least this wide model. They're about twice as big as normal ones since some people decide to get stupid kids who slams the doors into other cars. It's very easy to park so I like it, haha. I also found heaven in the freezer at the local super market..!

I wrote a bit more than I use to this time, I hope it's appreciated and not so annoying.

Thursday, June 21, 2012


A bit of a filler entry..! Since I haven't been doing that much, but it has still been about a month.

I cut my hair (again) and now it's starting to get the right shape! I just need to let it grow out a bit more, probably a few inches until I'm satisfied with it. But it's getting there!

Had some Sibylla (best burger chain in Sweden) and played some Dude of Bro: Modern Shootan 3. I manage to finish it all in Veteran difficulty (very hard), though I'm not mainly a fan of FPS games. But this was really easy. Though the special Ops are hard as fuck. Way harder than in the second game.

TOUR04 THE CODE OF VULGAR[ism], they were so happy back in the days, haha!

This is my new scent! Gettin' all the hunnies.
And to the right: Some of the best chips out there, killer dip and some heat protection lol!


My latest Dir en grey T-shirt! This was very limited. It was only sold at one show (22nd January 2012) at OSAKA-JO HALL where Dir en grey did their final "UROBOROS show".
The whole print consists of notes from UROBOROS's songs. So it was really nice that I manage to get a hold of one of these rare T-shirts!

Some tasty and easy food.

Here comes the sun. | And my Rocky collection!

The PC needed a cleaning....

Meat, sauce and fries!

I started to play Metal Gear Solid: Peace Walker, I haven't played it before. So far it's really good, and really hard to be honest. But the story is great. I also have Shadow of the Colossus on my "to-play-list" !

Very cheap and good soups! If you haven't tried them I would recommend them. And some pasta lol.

Denim devil. I also decided to start playing Diablo II since everybody else is talking about D3 haha. 

Some sushi and some snacks. There was 2 for 1-offer on blu-rays. Only 10€ for two movies! So I got "Full Metal Jacket" and "Shawshank Redemption"! Both are amazing movies, I would really recommend you to see them if you haven't!

I got some magazines too, men's egg and LEVEl. The image to the right shows CGI models!
It's Final Fantasy characters wearing the latest collection from PRADA, I think it would be really cool to use fictional characters as models for clothing, since it's actually possible now. (For those who've seen the new Luminous graphic engine know what I'm talking about)

Finally my soul is at peace.

Sunday, June 3, 2012


In the late April of 2012.

BatAAr (like them on Facebook..!) had a photoshoot so I did some behind the scenes work as always, and I got paid with food so it was all cool, haha. My food and Simon getting his make and hair done! Lol, Simons hair was a secret for a long time, but since the new picture are finally up I can post pictures of him, haha. 

Simon and Seb !

Our photographer Emelie , Patrik and Seb!

Some of the outfits and shoes that were used and not used, and shooting of the band picture.

Let there be light!

Johan Judo and Waprik

Photos by Emelie Lager | Make-up by Alexandra Brand

Finally starting to get some decent weather! Me, Patrik and Simon went for a beer and some secret talk..!
Well, mostly because of beer.

Our food supply was starting to look a bit empty..!

So we went to get some more! And I also decided to try the weaker Corona that they sell in super markets, to be honest it really tasted like water. Terrible! Tho, the regular one are great.

I accidentally smiled so I had to edit that out.

Today (well, that day) was "Valborg" (Vappu in Finnish I believe) and Walpurgis in English. Well, the basics is "it's soon summer, let's drink" and it's mostly famous for teenager having their first "fylla" (being drunk for the first time) a nice tradition but also a horrible for some! Especially for people who work with cleaning up parks. Since everybody (except me and Patrik, we're too cool) goes to parks and drinks there during the day and then later they go to clubs, private parties or whatever"

Me and some bling bling!

Drink tip: Fill half a bottle with Jack Daniels, the rest with Coca-Cola and stir it as fast as you can. Enjoy!

We didn't have any alcohol at all at first, but after a few calls we manage to get a hold of somebody that offered to buy us alcohol without any charge..! (aka for free) the person came buy and left lol. Haha, everything went better than expected!

Me and P on the tram.
We met up with Andrei and Mandrean and headed into town. And the "good photos" are taken by Andrei, haha.

Me and MacLee at Noxx Nightclub

A very shocked guy in the background

P and MacLee

Fumar mata and not a single fuck where given that night.
We went to Slottsskogen at first (big ass park) and picked up some people, then later we went to Noxx, since we where with Andrei we got in for free and we didn't even need to hang in our jackets, so that was great. I hate to use the wardrobe since it takes such time lol. And then Rockbaren before we got home. We hate that place, still we go there. Makes no sense at all.

And the days when we were just chillin' we played som Super Metroid, we're both big fans of the game. Though have't finished it yet, we'll probably do that when we see eachother again!
So that's April, May was pretty boring but I'll write about that too haha, see ya!

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